This week.... although nothing special happen...
my heart and soul did went up to the sky and down to earth.
Have you ever ask yourself about regreting something was done or feel sorrow about something?
Well.... i do have... certain things to feel sorrow for.
Yes indeed you can have best of both worlds.
But making the best out of both worlds are possible.
Be contented...Be Wise....
2006
I feel sorrow for my behaviour towards my family.
I chose my ex-boyfriend N upon spending time with my family.
I chose to spend my time with his family than my family.
I thought i was the girl for him.
I gave it all out to him.
Never thought which exchange sorrow,painful experience..
It's all coming back to me now....
The pictures of him in my head..
Knowing that.. he dump me cuz i chose to go overseas study.
But i gave myself a better explaination, I gain experience, I gain the feeling, the open-mind..
All of this...i get it in a foolish, painful way...
2007
Once bitten twice shy
Shame on you if you fool me once,shame on me if you fool me twice.
The Singaporean ex-bf A
Proven me I am dead stupid...damn foolish..
and i dont wanna talk bout it.
I hope girls in singapore wont get cheated by his behaviour.
You'll just get into trouble if he didn't had his medication.
which you don't even know he had mental sickness
His parents helped him to cover.
His parents are also insane..
2008
I don't want to have so much experience in relationships.
But i just couldn't find the one.
All the experience just haunt me.
Even i want to.... memories would just drive me crazy.
Took a flight to another state just to help my ex-boyfriend C finish his assignment.
Took every holiday to fly to his place to mend the relationship.
He did came..
But leaving a sorrow memory which i never thought i would see...
Since then I learnt my lesson in the hard way.
Whenever i fall, a man would catch me, hold me up,
talk to me when i'm bored....
The man whom i never know i trust him most....
--------------My PAPA
I thought i was strong but i was wrong....
I thought i could get over it fast enough.
Yeah~ indeed i have a lot of entertainment in my life...
Memories will still be memories...
Appears in our mind on and off.
Happy memories worthable memories, will just make us smile when came to think of it
Sad memories will just make us shed a tear.
Sorrow memories, shocking memories will just haunt us, being a river between you and success..
Dont know what i'm looking for...
Dont know what i'm waiting for...
I'll find the reason why, just one step at a time
